
If you are not already cool try some meditation music, you'll be relaxed when it's over. I am better relaxed after leaving the freelancing platforms like Fiverr because I found better men anf women over internet then there.
Behind me there is an IT company and I am doing programming over internet using it for taxes and legal stuff, so feel yourself safe, I am not kidding about programming or doing the best stuff here. And I started programming in highschool, about 25 years ago, so I know what I am doing here better then many other programmers.
Keep cool and do yourself the best around there. Come back any times you want.